The Tear

Where did this tear come from

It pains me

It seems to have been there forever

For to long at least

As I said my self "I'm trying to fill a void

Left by being unLoved"

Forever unLoved

Fuck it

Fuck it all

The usual Teen-age depression takes over

Still hurts the same

Why?

Why doesn't it ever happen

I've been told it should

"At some point in the future!"

"After High-school the girls will be all over you!"

Why?

Why will they? why should they? why then if not now.....?

"Do you know I'm faking" the computer screams

It seems a collective scream from those

Those that gave me false hope

Now?

Why should it be better, or different now?

Everything always remains the same...

"I can always get better

It just never gets good"

The Tear

That's where it comes from