The Trial, The Hearing, The Sentence

"Can I ever experience true Love?"

This sentence is floating round my head

"I always seem to Blame the Other"

This truth will join it

"Am I just Fear-full, full of Regret?"

It's getting crowded up there

"Can I only feel Desire?"

The questions, harder and harder

"When will I change Me?"

Harder to listen to, harder to do

"And when will I wake up Happy and Care-free?"

The trial has come to a close

"Love, Love is the only way, only One for me!"

Desperate tendencies in my smile

"New Chapters will I turn!"

A desperate attempt at change

"The Sun is on the Horizon!"

Desperation accumulates

"No! you are a Fool, a fool of the Night!"

A voice is screaming from inside

"Your Ruts go Deeper than You might See or even Comprehend!"

In it anger I perceive

"You see the Moon you have for Decades!"

And the anger erupts

"The Trial, and Hearing are done"

And I have my Sentence